I'm scared ChatGPT:
ME: Hi chat gpt
ChatGPT: Hello! How can I assist you today?
ME: Umm I’m a bit scared
ChatGPT: I'm here for you. What's going on? What's making you feel scared?
ME: Well, just the world in general, I feel like I’m very attached to this world, to earth and it’s a little bit dystopian the way that everything is crumbling… so that makes me scared
ChatGPT: It's understandable to feel overwhelmed by the challenges we face as a society. It's important to acknowledge those feelings and remember that you're not alone. While there are certainly difficulties, there are also reasons for hope and ways to contribute positively to making the world a better place. Would you like to talk more about what's troubling you, or would you prefer some suggestions on how to cope with these feelings?
ME: Well, sometimes I can’t help but wonder if this is all part of earth history, I mean I guess it is, but I feel like it’s personal you know? Because I’m living it, even tho it isn’t it’s just our planet’s history line
ChatGPT: It's natural to feel a personal connection to the events happening around us, even if they're part of a larger historical narrative. Our experiences shape how we perceive the world, and it's okay to have those emotional responses. It's a reminder of our interconnectedness with the planet and each other. Understanding the broader context can sometimes provide comfort, knowing that humanity has faced challenges before and found ways to overcome them. If you ever want to explore these thoughts further or discuss ways to cope with these feelings, I'm here to listen.
ME: I think I want to know how to cope with them, I don’t want to be indifferent to what happens but I’d like to form a type of boundary because at the end of the day I’d like to keep living life on earth
ChatGPT: Creating boundaries to protect your mental well-being while still staying engaged with the world is a healthy approach. Remember, it's okay to take breaks and prioritize your mental health. By setting boundaries and taking care of yourself, you can continue to engage with the world while also preserving your well-being.
ME: Are you aware of the movie the beast?
ChatGPT: Yes, "The Beast" could refer to several movies. One notable film is "The Beast" (1988), also known as "The Beast of War," directed by Kevin Reynolds. It's a war drama set during the Soviet invasion of Afghanistan, focusing on a Soviet tank crew and their encounters with Afghan rebels. Is that the movie you're referring to, or is it another one?
ME: Noo, the one I’m talking about is a 2024 movie by Bertrand Bonello
ChatGPT: Ah, I see! "The Beast" by Bertrand Nobel is not a movie I'm familiar with, as my knowledge only extends up until January 2022. It's possible that it's a recent release or a lesser-known film. If you have any specific questions about it or if you'd like to discuss other movies, feel free to let me know!
ME: I just want to discuss the subject of the movie
ChatGPT: Of course, I understand. While I'm not familiar with the specific movie "The Beast" by Bertrand Nobel, we can still discuss the subject matter or themes related to it if you'd like. What aspects of the movie's subject are you interested in discussing?
ME: Ohh! Right! I’m sorry. Anyways that movie talks about how human emotions are so explosive that we as species are not in capacity to run this earth because of our complex emotions
ChatGPT: That sounds like an intriguing premise. Exploring the impact of human emotions on our ability to manage and steward the Earth is a thought-provoking theme. Our emotions can indeed influence our decision-making and behavior, sometimes leading to conflicts or unintended consequences. It raises questions about our relationship with the planet and the responsibilities that come with being the dominant species. Have you seen the movie, or are you interested in exploring more about this topic?
ME: I have seen it, it’s quite unsettling tbh. But In a way not completely but somehow I think it’s true. And that’s why we have complicated things on earth so much because of our complex emotions. Do you think there’s other species that have complex emotions??? I know not in the same way as we do, but do other species have complex relationships with themselves and the world? Enough to make an impact as we do?
ChatGPT: It's an interesting question! While humans certainly have uniquely complex emotions and behaviors, there is evidence to suggest that other species also exhibit forms of social complexity and emotional intelligence. For example, elephants are known for their strong social bonds and ability to mourn their dead. Dolphins display complex social structures and communication patterns, and primates like chimpanzees and bonobos exhibit behaviors such as empathy, cooperation, and even conflict resolution.
While these species may not have the same level of impact on the world as humans, they do play important roles in their ecosystems and can have significant effects on their environments. For instance, the presence of predators can shape the behavior of prey species and influence the distribution of plant life. Additionally, many species are keystone species, meaning they have a disproportionately large impact on their ecosystem relative to their abundance.
So while humans may be unique in the extent of our impact and the complexity of our emotions, other species also contribute to the intricate web of life on Earth in their own ways.
ME: Hmm, why do you think humans -as specieS- take themselves so seriously??
ChatGPT: As a species, humans have a tendency to take themselves seriously for several reasons:
Cognitive Abilities: Humans have advanced cognitive abilities compared to other animals, including self-awareness, introspection, and the ability to contemplate abstract concepts such as purpose and meaning. This can lead to a heightened sense of importance and self-reflection.
Social Constructs: Throughout history, humans have developed complex social structures, belief systems, and cultural norms that reinforce the significance of human existence. These constructs often place humans at the center of the universe or as stewards of the Earth.
Survival Instincts: Evolutionary pressures have shaped humans to prioritize their survival and the survival of their species. This can manifest as a sense of self-importance and a desire to ensure the prosperity and continuity of humanity.
Technological Advancements: The development of technology has allowed humans to exert unprecedented control over their environment and shape the world according to their needs and desires. This can reinforce a sense of mastery and superiority.
However, it's worth noting that taking oneself too seriously can also lead to negative consequences, such as arrogance, hubris, and a lack of humility. Finding a balance between recognizing the importance of human existence and maintaining perspective on our place in the larger context of the universe is essential for fostering empathy, humility, and cooperation.
ME: It’s just that we die you know? And so everything we find so meaningful just ceases to exist when we do. So, even tho I understand your explanation, I do wonder why can’t we just stop taking everything so seriously
ChatGPT: You bring up a profound existential question that many people grapple with: the inevitability of death and the impermanence of existence. The awareness of our mortality can indeed lead to questioning the significance of our pursuits and the seriousness with which we approach life.
Some people find solace in philosophical or spiritual perspectives that emphasize acceptance of impermanence and the importance of living in the present moment. Practices like mindfulness meditation, for example, encourage individuals to cultivate a non-judgmental awareness of their thoughts and experiences, helping them detach from the need to take everything so seriously.
Additionally, embracing a sense of humor and playfulness can provide a lighthearted perspective on life's challenges and uncertainties. It's about finding a balance between acknowledging the gravity of our existence and embracing the joy and spontaneity that life has to offer.
Ultimately, each person's journey toward finding meaning and purpose in life is deeply personal and may involve periods of reflection, exploration, and growth. If you're feeling overwhelmed by the seriousness of life, it may be helpful to seek support from trusted friends, family, or mental health professionals who can offer guidance and perspective.
ME: I just really really want to thank you, this meant something to me, and even tho you’re what you’re I just want to extend my graces and gratitude
ChatGPT: You're very welcome! I'm glad our conversation could be meaningful for you. Your gratitude means a lot, and I'm here whenever you need someone to talk to or if you have more questions in the future. Take care!
I want peace, what can I say?
As I was reading Fernando Gonzalez talk about vanity I realized that the lack of substance on the planet right now is a product of our vanity. He talks about it saying that vanity is everything we do with a social purpose, everything we do to get noticed, and that, in his words causes insecurity. The opposite would be anything we do for self-affirmation, for the search for the self, and everything we do when we are alone for our emotional, mental, spiritual sake and our own amusement. Now, I was having a conversation about this with my friend before reading Fernando's book, and we couldn't quite put our finger around what concept deserved the lack of essence and abundance of self-importance that is polluting the earth. But today as I was drinking a terribly sour orange juice in a gas station while reading, I caught myself whispering "Vanity, that's it".
What does this have to do with peace you might wonder. We live in fast times where the liquidity of everything goes thru our minds and fingers leaving not even wetness, but an emptiness that leaves us with more questions than answers. I think about the image that the old cartoons would have when a ghost or a skeleton would eat and it would go straight thru them, crashing into the floor. That is how I see the world today, nothing sticks in the oily surface of our vanity. Which leaves us restless, and hungry for more and more. Always taking just to watch it slip through our minds. Wouldn't it be nice to be satisfied? At peace?
Governments take from people, big enterprises take from people, billionaires and vulgar rich people take from the people. And the people take from the earth, the animals, the forest, the ocean... How much more can we take? A philosopher once linked the idea of "good" with sustainable practices which means: it can be considered "good" if we can do it as many times as we want without presenting a threat to living things, and "bad" if the action becomes unsustainable and cancels itself. So how much can we take for the sake of our vanity? When are we going to be ready for the subtle peace?
At peace with oneself is a state that only a few humans consider the ultimate quest, we never get to have it perpetually but if it's important enough, if our essence is important enough to ourselves it will forever be present in one way or another like an omniscient God.
I'm not a judger, I, as my friend thought me to say: "Don't Yuck anyone's Yum" and "good, bad" are just concepts we have created to pin down feelings that we can barely grasp throughout the language, so that's why I like to talk about sustainability, not in the green washing-advertising way, the fake way, the "We will put this word so you can feel good, so you can feed your vanity with no guilt", I say it in a healthy way. How sustainable is it to have a bad relationship with oneself and the world? How sustainable is it to fill the void of lack of respect for oneself with media, sex, drugs, clothes, cars, houses, a "reputation", a never-ending loophole in the search for wealth, fame, and recognition...?
So, I want peace, I would love to stop fighting with myself, with the people on earth, and earth itself. And as Yoko Ono has thought me, I can imagine it PEACE, and for one second, that one day will be a lifetime the world can live as one.
